空。

唉，每当很烦的时候，总是会想到---BLOG，也许这里真的是宣泄的好地方。

arrghh!!!

可是有时候又不可以把事情说得太白，矛盾！

最近工作都很忙，但，似乎少了刚开始的那股冲劲，
糟糕！
每天就是在赶各式各样的任务，
听好哦，是赶别人吩咐交待的任务。。
到头来，自己的project却得搁着，
所以，这样辛苦是为了自己还是别人？

面对一些“废”人时，又不可以摆出一幅厌恶的脸，
还要嬉皮笑脸的应酬他，
真是@#$%%^...
记住，以后一定不要向他那样讨人厌。。

但是发这麽多牢骚，又能怎样？
日子还是一样的过，看不顺眼的人还是一样在身边转啊转，
烦人的事情还是一样的会发生，
********

我最希望的，怎麽都不会实现？

*自己的故事，总会有那麽一点点的悲伤，我何尝不是在学习如何看得开，学习乐观点，不要那麽厉害胡思乱想？

status --> @@

THINK OUT OF THE BOX

.......

i saw rainbow this early morning
so00 pretty
and it make my morning a pleasant one

but
just --- a moment

perhaps i should learn to enjoy the process
instead of care so much about the comments, opinions, criticism, the final result...
i am kind of completist
so i can't help with it

真的是。。。

无 聊 透 顶 了！！！！！

-no title-

i did assume July is my training month
team building, food analysis & nutrition labelling,
coming soon --- Halal legislation, ISO, HACCP

yes, i admit i am quite, or i should say "very"?
LUCKY
to join this new company
i am in the new episode
listen to bosses keep telling the historical stories
again and again

2 days ago, i keep thinking and try to remind myself
i should remain conscious
should stand on my own point of view
prevent myself from "brain-washing" from somebody
ya
that's the kind of MOTIVATION
but
sometimes it never work in the real work place

work so hard, keep thinking on new formulation, new products, improvements,
too many diversities until i can't focus on the particular project
and i think i give myself too much pressure
sigh...

I NEED A BREAK!!!~~

FINALLY

huh...finally i m able to leave some messages here...
laptop hard disc spoiled & a new one cost me RM 185!! =.=

erm.... penguin is back from moo moo land... & so happy to have a pig gang dinner at CHICAGO Rib House...although lao kao suddenly got to outstation, elissa at shah alam, jason work so hard at pg..
but, i m REALLY VERY HAPPY & BLESSED to have those piggies with me... :D
for 11 years

2 weeks ago, my MD start to "train" me to meet customer from India
quite nervous, afraid make something wrong
but thank god i m still able to cope with it
& for the past 24 years, this is the first time
my first time to count US Dollar
USD 4400!!!!!
hahahaha.. 3 8
still very happy cz he gave me the chance to expose myself to the world outside
not only know cook pudding & prepare coffee in lab

baby start his training at kl for 2 weeks
take good care pls

总有一天我的pudding会成功

人家说成功是要付出代价的

我这次的代价够大了哟！

可是为什麽还看不到理想的结果？



唉。。。。。

煮 pudding 时被 heater block 烫伤

结果。。。

原本白白净净的手

却多了一条小疤痕！！~


可恶