hAppY 2009~~

I got to do it

i got to re-arrange my life style
from today onwards

went for check up this morning
doc said my heart pulse increasing
since last time i visited her
ya
that's why i was there

getting gasped easily,
headache frequently
with all the symptoms showed
i got to really really take good care of myself

so
the first step is --
ban myself from coffee and tea now

relax~relax~relax~

Cheers!!!~~~

Used to celebrate this lovely festival with penguin most of the time
Christmas card, Christmas tree, candy stick, window shopping....

but today is "quite" lonely..
celebrate alone is also a celebration what...
keep me away from crowd

coz
under stress and burdening work loads
for continuous few weeks d..
just hope that everything is in order in this coming new year

Merry Christmas & Happy New Year 2009!!!

Somewhere Out There

i MUST learn

how to say

NO

life isn't that bad.. is it?

today, 25th november seems a b-a-d bay for me
car tyre punctured in the morning
luckily is not on the half way to work
ok.. fine..

no production today
quite happy coz can concentrate on my tasks
at least no people will approach me and say:
"eh, you come c this can use or not"
"eh, this can run or not"
eh, this one that one... anyone also IS part of my business


mr john always like to call me for chit-chat
when i am doing my formulation
=.=''
he just passed me a labeling
quite stress also
coz
its Häagen-Dazs mango-passion fruit ice cream
and he said "i like it, its nice, next time i 'll buy you one"
ok.. i really understand what you want
perhaps its others who don't understand
the true meaning behind product development
he is always a good boss for me
groom me a lot, lead me a lot,
willing to listen my opinion and approved it most of the time
i do appreciate, really

so, life is still great with those obstacles
that make me grow stronger
still blissful with my family who take care of me lots
and with my dear who will never leave me alone

今天的心情

真是遭透了

唉。。

I

have been working for 6 months in my second job
when i looked back, it seems just a splint second

have been busy with the never-ending projects, tasks,
even the trivia
the failures and troubles, too

in de-motivated mode for few times
feel like to give up
but still struggling within

start believe especially when received a sms from a best friend 4 months ago:-
"No success without failure in work,
troubleshoot and overcoming issue are part of the job.
Challenges strengthen your mind, your attitude, your profession."

ya, at least i am able to develop a new pudding,
which i failed for so many many times

but today, i just feel that i am helpless
in those NEVER-ENDING stories..

i am wondering if i can make a complaint on them

what the heck the *DC doing
keep making the calls but nobody pick up
hey i am calling the hunting line eh

not to mention it has been privatized
by "somebody"
but hire those staff
make no difference
no point at all

the only different is they know how to increase the fee
but services provided still = 0

*****

i need to process my application urgently, please
=.='''''

/

有多久在回家的路途

没看到太阳了呵？

****

这种滋味

好像

有点不好受哦

***
真的很累

i'm loving it

it's my big day
although all celebrations has been postponed

but still feel very sweet
especially when saw this on the way back

its seems blur.. no choice cos i took it while take a turning while driving
pls buy insurance before you be my passengers :p

wanna take few more but this is the ONLY one
before my hp off from 0% battery
frankly, this is the second time i saw rainbow
& it really put a big smile on my face
& in my heart
:)

want to say a big thank you to all of my friends & my dear
for the sweetest, warmest wishes
muacksss

今天的心情和天气一样 ----- 阴天 。雨天

今天与supplier聊起时，他说我刚开始给他的印象是：
- 文静，独立，不敢尝试新事物；
可是最近他发现我变得比较多话了，也会勇于尝试新事物，
好事吧？

我应该是那种--想法在脑海里转动，但又不发言的人吧！
怪不得 JT 一直给我们气死。

经过了下午的会议，我反而觉得，
有时真的宁可保持沉默算了，
可是却又会被有些人占便宜，
点了这个，又要求那个，
真*&%^@#$%
讲的人当然容易啦，天花乱坠，超完美，
嘿！
负责做的人是我叻！

不会反击，或许是我的缺点。
结果搞到自己一边驾车一边掉泪。。还要一边想东想西。。
危险驾驶第一号应该。。非我莫属吧！ 哈！

与朋友喝茶时都发泄出来了，
心情好了一点点。

我想，我只是需要发一发牢骚，
但，找不对人只会烦了对方，气死自己！！

该转弯了

她因为初恋的失败，一直离不开失恋的痛苦而有轻生的念头，在她想自杀的那一刻，她看到了公车上的一段诗，诗的内容就有这么一句：

“不是路已走到尽头，而是该转弯了！”

而让她抛弃了轻生的念头。

最后她写说：

大二的我，被一个不速之客扰乱了平静的生活却也不经意的被另一个不速之客救赎了。

生命中总有挫折，那不是尽头，只是在提醒你，该转弯了。

“不是路已走到尽头，而是该转弯了！”

这句话其实很有意思！

当你遇到一件事，已无法解决，甚至是已经影响你的生活、心情时，何不停下脚步，暂时地想一想是否有转换的空间，或许换种方法，换条路走事情变会简单点。

但，通常在那一刻，我们并来不及想到这些，只是一味的在原地踏步、绕圈，让自己一直的陷在痛苦的深渊中，

生命中终有挫折，那不是尽头，只是在提醒你：该转弯了！

My FIRST Flight - 23 September 2008

i am very fortunate
because
my very first flight is towards Bangkok..
1hr 40 mins
and it is for food ingredient exhibition
thanks my boss for giving me the chance to this exposure

very excited and very nervous

on the way from airport to hotel
the first impression on Bangkok is
-it is a lovely place-
the transportation, the highway, the way they treat foreigners/tourists...
it is easy and convenient to travel around with the advanced MRT and BTS
even the food technology also at least 5 years advanced than us..
=.=
and i really want to recommend a universal place to visit ---->
7-11
totally different compared to msia 7-11
so happy i can find Co-Q10 and functional food in their shelf!!!
ya, Q10 actually very popular in thai as dietary supplement

able to source new ingredients, new suppliers, get new ideas on functional food in this event
what's coming next?
\/
\/
\/
waiting for the samplesssssss and start busy on my lab testing

Quotes

"Whatever you are be a Good One"

- Abraham Lincoln-

空。

唉，每当很烦的时候，总是会想到---BLOG，也许这里真的是宣泄的好地方。

arrghh!!!

可是有时候又不可以把事情说得太白，矛盾！

最近工作都很忙，但，似乎少了刚开始的那股冲劲，
糟糕！
每天就是在赶各式各样的任务，
听好哦，是赶别人吩咐交待的任务。。
到头来，自己的project却得搁着，
所以，这样辛苦是为了自己还是别人？

面对一些“废”人时，又不可以摆出一幅厌恶的脸，
还要嬉皮笑脸的应酬他，
真是@#$%%^...
记住，以后一定不要向他那样讨人厌。。

但是发这麽多牢骚，又能怎样？
日子还是一样的过，看不顺眼的人还是一样在身边转啊转，
烦人的事情还是一样的会发生，
********

我最希望的，怎麽都不会实现？

*自己的故事，总会有那麽一点点的悲伤，我何尝不是在学习如何看得开，学习乐观点，不要那麽厉害胡思乱想？

status --> @@

THINK OUT OF THE BOX

.......

i saw rainbow this early morning
so00 pretty
and it make my morning a pleasant one

but
just --- a moment

perhaps i should learn to enjoy the process
instead of care so much about the comments, opinions, criticism, the final result...
i am kind of completist
so i can't help with it

真的是。。。

无 聊 透 顶 了！！！！！

-no title-

i did assume July is my training month
team building, food analysis & nutrition labelling,
coming soon --- Halal legislation, ISO, HACCP

yes, i admit i am quite, or i should say "very"?
LUCKY
to join this new company
i am in the new episode
listen to bosses keep telling the historical stories
again and again

2 days ago, i keep thinking and try to remind myself
i should remain conscious
should stand on my own point of view
prevent myself from "brain-washing" from somebody
ya
that's the kind of MOTIVATION
but
sometimes it never work in the real work place

work so hard, keep thinking on new formulation, new products, improvements,
too many diversities until i can't focus on the particular project
and i think i give myself too much pressure
sigh...

I NEED A BREAK!!!~~

FINALLY

huh...finally i m able to leave some messages here...
laptop hard disc spoiled & a new one cost me RM 185!! =.=

erm.... penguin is back from moo moo land... & so happy to have a pig gang dinner at CHICAGO Rib House...although lao kao suddenly got to outstation, elissa at shah alam, jason work so hard at pg..
but, i m REALLY VERY HAPPY & BLESSED to have those piggies with me... :D
for 11 years

2 weeks ago, my MD start to "train" me to meet customer from India
quite nervous, afraid make something wrong
but thank god i m still able to cope with it
& for the past 24 years, this is the first time
my first time to count US Dollar
USD 4400!!!!!
hahahaha.. 3 8
still very happy cz he gave me the chance to expose myself to the world outside
not only know cook pudding & prepare coffee in lab

baby start his training at kl for 2 weeks
take good care pls

总有一天我的pudding会成功

人家说成功是要付出代价的

我这次的代价够大了哟！

可是为什麽还看不到理想的结果？



唉。。。。。

煮 pudding 时被 heater block 烫伤

结果。。。

原本白白净净的手

却多了一条小疤痕！！~


可恶

此刻的我

就像是一颗

泄了气的皮球



盲 茫

烦

always remember

"just to have a little faith"

:)

/

on the way back just now
i saw a guy kissed his gf while driving in front of me
she then lay down on his shoulder

sounds so familiar

so warm

isn't?


YA


but i am not qualified

to say anything right now

开始亮了

真惭愧！这5天竟然是工作这麽久感到最充实的星期。换了新的工作环境，一切都不一样了，真的是新的一页。当然啦，整个部门只有我一个 food technologist, 要包山包海的，qa qc rnd 都要负责。哦！但，何尝不是好事一桩？

学很多很多新的东西，meet 很多很多 suppliers, 要熟悉很多很多的documents & programs, 学习每样成分的profile, 研发各式各样的 jelly, pudding & coffee。。。。。。。。。。 陆续再来啊！真的会做到像狗酱。。

对于爱喝咖啡的我，今天才了解，慢慢品尝一杯热腾腾的咖啡是人生一大乐趣，但，对着不同 formulation 的咖啡 sensory test 时，真的是会喝到很想吐！！

有够挑战了吧！ 陈静欣！



但是感到欣慰的是，忙了5天，
------
Thanks God Its Friday!!!!
hahahahahaha





ps: 依然想念以前那4个一起工作的傻瓜。。还有我那一班‘孩子’。。 ：）

do you think its unique?

brought my cousins n sister to queensbay mall last sun

i m wondering except kek lok si, youth park, bukit bendera, gurney drive...

where else can bring them to have a visit
so finally
i choose to go shopping
easy
(sounds like JB dont have shopping mall... haha.. )

coz i also hate to visit those tourist site under hot sun
hehe

we having tea time at Toilet Bowl concept restaurant
really special
but the foods....... erm erm......

the cute menu

seat: colorful + designed toilet bowl
table: bath tub

deng deng deng deng.....
cheesy kok fan
in small "bowl"
u dare to eat?

想念你的声音

原来

好多小事情都早已成了生活中
重要的一部份

也早已成了一个习惯


***

Ti Amo~ 炎亚纶&刘力扬

虽然是简单的形容
虽然是重复的动作
因为有你
让一切都变成不平凡

好想缝合你我手心
就这样牵住放不开
有你陪伴
呼吸着有你的空气
就是幸福

Ti amo Te Quiero
每一天都要爱上你
想着你 沉入梦境
一张眼 一清醒
第一个想到又是你

Sa Rang He And I Love You
我每天都要爱上你
少一天 就会遗憾
陪着你的光阴
怎样都不算蹉跎
陪着你的光阴
怎样都不算蹉跎

永远都觉得不够

recall

When your mind hurts,
Pain reminds you to quit worrying or to be more forgiving or to be think a different way

或许我应该学习

不把自己的烦恼建立在他人的耳朵与心上

凡事都亲力亲为去侦察事情的来龙去脉，
而不是轻易听信一方的供词

在工作上，加那麽一点点的细心，
就不会每次都闯祸

如何去解决面对的问题，
而不是一味的发牢骚

如何不让现在的我感到
那麽的烦，那麽的无助，那麽的压力

the pleasant one

went to kl for 3 days... i can say it was a very wonderful & sweet trip for both of us...

~JOGOYA for yummy buffet..



===
~Kenko reflexology & fish spa


*thanks dear for bring me there*

whao... i really love fish spa although its just a 30 mins therapy.. soooo relaxing!! take a try on it!! :)

Let "Garra Rufa" or widely known as 'Doctor Fish' nibble away your dead skin and pamper your feet to a pleasant sensation and relaxation of 'micro-massage', follow by a tingling sensation.

===
~tea-break at J.Co Donut
tasty yummy donut!
& so happy to meet you my dear thun thun..

======

可恶的嘴脸

人言可畏


无端端被人活生生的摆上台
还要是吃了两只死猫
真是饱到不明不白哟


*******


应该去打小人了

希望你会喜欢。。哈哈。。

一个男人厌倦了他每天出门工作而他的老婆却整天呆在家里。他希望老婆能明白他每天是如何在外打拼的。于是他祷告祈求：“神啊，我每天在外工作整整8小时，而我的老婆却仅仅是呆在屋里。我要让她知道，我是怎麽过的，求你让我和她的躯体调换一天吧。”

第二早，他醒来，当然，是作为一个女人。他起床，为他的另一半准备早点，叫醒孩子们，为他们穿上校服，喂早餐，装好他们的午餐，然后开车送他们去学校，回到家，他挑出需要干洗的衣物，送到干洗店，回来的路上还顺利去了银行，然后去超市采购，回到家，放下东西，要交清帐单，结算支票本。

为他打扫了猫盒，给狗洗完澡，已经是下午一点了。他匆忙地整理床铺，洗衣服，给地毯吸尘，除尘，清扫，檫洗厨房的地板。他冲往学校去接孩子们，回来的路上还同他们争论了一番。他准备好点心和牛奶，督促孩子们做功课，然后架起烫衣板，一边忙着，一边看会儿电视。

四点半的时候，他开始削土豆，清洗蔬菜做沙拉，给猪排粘上面包屑，剥开那些新鲜的豆子，准备晚餐。吃完晚饭，他开始收拾厨房，打开洗碗机，叠好洗干净的衣物，给孩子们 洗澡，送他们上床。

晚上九点，他已经撑不住了，然而，他的每日例行工作还没结束。他爬上床，在那里，还有人期待着他，他必须。。。。。。而且不能有任何抱怨。

第二天一早，他一醒来就跪在床边，向神祈求：“神啊，我真不知道自己是怎麽想的，我怎麽会傻到嫉妒我老婆能成天呆在家里？求你，哦，求求你，让我们换回来吧！”

神回答他：“我想你已经吃到苦头了，我会让一切恢复原来的样子。但是。。。。。。你不得不再等上九个月，

因为，昨晚你怀孕了。。。。。。

^^

用不同的角度看世界

当你发现他人的缺点
并要他改过时

请想一想
如果换作是你
有那麽容易说改就改吗？

我自认没有

所以

我是一个没有资格要你改掉你缺点的人


我永远赞同这句话

情人就像玫瑰
你要学的不是把它的刺拔掉
而是学习如何不会被它的刺刺伤自己

@.@

super duper tired!

because of the tesco audit tomorrow
i really hate tesco audit the most

aim for high quality with the low pricing
perhaps its good for consumers
but not for manufacturer la pls

thousands preparation, documentation, cleaning & sanitation (blah blah blah)
just because of 3 hrs "visit"
"______"



my dear just told me to be calm
because


this is part of working life

=.=

倒霉的一天

根据调查，最基本会发生的车子故障应该会包括heater直飚红线，冷气不够gas。。。 （请原谅本小姐对车子内部认识尚浅）。但你有听说有人会驾车驾到没有油吗？噢！

本小姐就是第一个！！也是第一个大笨蛋……

谁要kenari就是没有fuel warning indicator. 导致刚才得停在路边等援救。。。。。。唉。。。。谢啦姐和burger.


今年肖鼠犯太岁，开始灵验了？还是我的车跟我有仇，出车不到一个星期，就往service center跑两次了，一次调整balancing & alignment, 另一次是因为右边后座车门有问题，修好了右边，现在左边开不到了。。。。。。 真是 --- “tut tut tut”！ 懒得理啦！


头很痛。。。

thanks for everything

you really gave me a big surprise
on our first valentine
:)


i love this cow so much!!
its very C U T E!!!~~~

s.p.e.c.i.a.l.

it can't be expressed by words
to say
how special you are
how sweet you are
how important you are
to me

in my life

we are going to celebrate this first
and each valentine together



~so blissful~

16

16
is so meaningful to me
not only my birthday
but also some other special days
that will always on my mind

that's why i choose venus16
as my new blog address
=)

another b.a.b.y.

自己的baby终于顺利地诞生了哟！
第一次驾着自己不熟悉的车，还真会怕
今天就花了整 RM800
买了老爸心意的车牌，做了隔热膜
荷包大出血！！！

怎知道晚上就出头奖
@#$%^&*
可恶的是自己忙着出车，来不及买
“暗捶”

结论：
从今开始为了我的 kenari
陈静欣就要省吃俭用啦
同时间，也要开始学习如何保养我的车了

我能怎样？

到底是自己太冲动一意孤行，还时太没主见而被人牵着鼻子走？
到现在，感觉自己还是在被人打击似的
真的很无奈
为了一辆车
烦 也烦过了
哭 也哭过了
怨 也怨过了
或许，你们是旁观者清
或许，你们是不让我重蹈你们的“覆辙”
再或许，你们是为了我的经济状况着想
但，有必要说了那些
彻彻底底就击倒我信心的话吗？
有必要这样泼冷水吗？
H U R T
还以为当快要有自己的车时 会很开心 期待
可是
现 在 我 真 的 很 累 很 累
~~~~~~~~~

原来 我还是那样的脆弱