不开心部落格？

每当心情低落时，才会想起我的部落格。很多时候，人往往只会想办法把自己的不开心纪录下来，而忘了把开心的时刻留下，久而久之，会不会造成只有不开心的时刻烙印在某处？

此时此刻，又再懊恼了。突然间觉得，自己好没用，什麽事都不会好好的处理。当你一味依赖别人来扶助你时，什麽时候才会成长？工作如此，生活也如此。。。。

上个星期与朋友聚会，刚巧朋友A也有机会进入了有规模的公司工作，朋友B就问了我们，“你们当初包山包海的经验，对现在的工作有什麽帮助呢？”。 老实说，我觉得自己变笨了，在工作上似乎还没有什麽突破，觉得自己学习能力差了，应变能力也降低了。好不习惯，现在只能安分守己，负责自己应该做的工作，连要多嘴点问一问自己工作范围的事，也得小心翼翼的。这样子另一个阶级的经验，是好还是坏？还得慢慢衡量。。。。

还是有那麽一点点的难过。。。。。。。。。

Dear my lovely Penguin,

since you don't have facebook, so i decided to upload some of our ROM photos here special for you... :) see, how nice your gorilla....

*taken before the ceremony*

*my hubby is signing the certificate*

*he is trying hard to wear the ring for me, and i am wondering is my finger "gain weight" since we choose the ring?*

*my turn*
*you see, he is so happy*

*jacky's family*

*my da gu as witness & cousins*

*jacky's god-ma & family*

*dang-dang, we are officially married!*

^o^

hope all these make you a nice day! send my regards to Jan ya... i am going to continue my fb game d, and it's 12.58am sun morning... hehe...

take care my friend..

何谓"相处之道"?

在新的环境已经2个月了,最近的时间真的是过得超快的,一下子月历一张一张的被撕掉,取而代之的又是另一幅画面..只能说:好恐怖!

很多朋友都会问我,“过得怎麽样？”，或者是会直接替我回答“哎呀，你应该是过得很好啦！”。
嗯，我只能说，过去的4年，都和 我的他 分隔两地这麽久，难得现在可以在一起了，当然是开心的。
至于生活或是工作的，我也可以说，至少到现在为止，都还不错的。同部门的同事们都很友善，不会有心机，凡是有商有量。人嘛，去到哪里都会有各式各样的人，能聊的就多谈几句咯；态度不是很友善的，就尽量少和他接触吧！还有路过的，就点个头，笑一笑，不就行了吗？

是不是，人与人之间的相处之道，就是这麽简单？

重新出发

前几天根一位朋友拿了她的blog link后，才发现原来自己真的是好久好久没有把自己的心情抒发出来了。。。

现在，总算是意兴阑珊(应该是吧！哈），在隔了近2年后，让我的部落格重见天日！
回想这两年的时间，面对的事情，也算是蛮多了。面对人事上的变动，工作上的改变，感情上的升华，玲玲种种的。。。 以至今天的决定，其实一切都是因为timing“时序”。
而在期间所经历的，确实也是让自己成长了不少。学会了如何圆滑的解决问题，学会了如何完善的与人沟通，学会了如何看开，这才是最重要的一点。有时看着身边的人，不懂得看开，把自己气得半死，心中的纳闷无法抒发时，真的是不知该怎麽劝。

有一天和朋友在MSN 谈时，她问我，“你有什麽梦想是要在结婚前实现的？”。天啊，你知我当时的反应是什麽吗？我马上问了我面前的同事这个问题，再问问自己，我当时的答案竟然是：“糟糕，我不知道我有什麽梦想啊！”。梦想，梦想，对我而言好像有点抽象哦。@@
下个星期后，算是对现在的工作画上一个句点。过后又是开始另一段生活上的起点了。

愿：一切安好。

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February 13

16 things i wan to say this Valentine...

Valentine day is just 4 hours away from now, and it brings alot of meaning to me, especially its my first valentine! FOr the past 23 years i have been waiting for this day to go by very fast, wishing that another year ahead i would have a chance to take part in it...Well, now i have found her, this day really put meanings to my life. Wanna use 16 paragraphs to describe why u r so special to me....

1. U accepted my flowers on valentine, its a first for a woman

2. U accepted me into ur life

3. U have confidence in me, let me bring u back to my hometown a few months after

4. U r willing to eat at "tau yuan" with me. (et n naipeng will know this)

5. U r willing to go through poor n hardship with me

6. U r willing to accept an ordinary guy, lack of talent but cherish u much, and is me

7. U bear with me when i m not in good mood

8. U share with me when i m in good mood

9. U share with me when u r not in good mood

10. U washed my clothes for me

11. U r willing to cook for me

12. U sent me ur gifts that really touched my heart

13. U sent me ur heart that really touched my soul

14. U sent me sms that makes my morning a pleasant one

15. U sent me sms that makes my sleep a sweet one

16. And the final one...U r so special to me coz u r going to celeb each valentine with me..

:) :) :) i shall print it out and hang it up. :p

做回你自己，可以吗？

把自己关在自己的空间里，似乎不是件什麽好事。
生活圈子越来越小，社交圈子越来越狭窄，
连消息也越收越慢，
还以为我行我素，真的是可行。
但是，可以吗？

习惯了一个人，反而觉得在一大群人里，有点不自在的不知如何融入那热闹的气氛。
三五好友，不是更恰恰好吗？

像我这种人，应该是会孤独终老吧！哈哈。。。。。。

/

真的是累垮了！
>.<

感恩

在感到泄气的那一刻，突然看了这个video clip。。 感动到流泪了。。





才发觉，我们还有什麽资格去埋怨自己的生活有多辛苦。
应该庆幸，我们依然可以四肢健全的走下去。。。。。

I CAN do all things through HIM who strengthens me...

Difference in personality, bonded by love

i love to read my dear's blog
as he can write a lot of
funny, inspiring, touched and true story

his new post make me feel so sweet
and really put a big and SWEET smile on my face
deep into my heart indeed

Happy 2nd Anniversary to you and me dear...
:)

要永远幸福哦

to our dearest piggy,

真的替你感到开心
:)
祝福你们

moo moo wish

又是新的一年（又是这句，很老套哦，=.='''）。有人说的，新年，除了日历，还有什麽是新的呢？
想起新年前的一整个星期，真的是有够忙的，同时几个货柜要出货，还好老板有点人性，慷慨地放一星期假。有一个美好的牛年假期，开心！嘻！

为何高层人物总爱稀里哗啦，长篇大论，道理多多啊? 好听的是激励员工，事实上是在洗脑要你替公司卖命，然后什麽年底的蛋糕一起平分。。。。 哦，有多好噢。。。 不论他们把未来说得多麽动听，我总是那个在心里唱反调的那个。现在的状况都搞得糊里糊涂的，怎样去把未来听进脑袋？so, 我永远都觉得类似的辅导，简直就是多余，浪费时间。

我反倒希望现在的我，可以在工作上看开点，在人手不足的情况下，你怎样催我，逼我赶出你们要的东西，我就尽量啦！过得了自己就好了。还是那句，健康为主。

mOOdy

hAppY 2009~~

I got to do it

i got to re-arrange my life style
from today onwards

went for check up this morning
doc said my heart pulse increasing
since last time i visited her
ya
that's why i was there

getting gasped easily,
headache frequently
with all the symptoms showed
i got to really really take good care of myself

so
the first step is --
ban myself from coffee and tea now

relax~relax~relax~

Cheers!!!~~~

Used to celebrate this lovely festival with penguin most of the time
Christmas card, Christmas tree, candy stick, window shopping....

but today is "quite" lonely..
celebrate alone is also a celebration what...
keep me away from crowd

coz
under stress and burdening work loads
for continuous few weeks d..
just hope that everything is in order in this coming new year

Merry Christmas & Happy New Year 2009!!!

Somewhere Out There

i MUST learn

how to say

NO

life isn't that bad.. is it?

today, 25th november seems a b-a-d bay for me
car tyre punctured in the morning
luckily is not on the half way to work
ok.. fine..

no production today
quite happy coz can concentrate on my tasks
at least no people will approach me and say:
"eh, you come c this can use or not"
"eh, this can run or not"
eh, this one that one... anyone also IS part of my business


mr john always like to call me for chit-chat
when i am doing my formulation
=.=''
he just passed me a labeling
quite stress also
coz
its Häagen-Dazs mango-passion fruit ice cream
and he said "i like it, its nice, next time i 'll buy you one"
ok.. i really understand what you want
perhaps its others who don't understand
the true meaning behind product development
he is always a good boss for me
groom me a lot, lead me a lot,
willing to listen my opinion and approved it most of the time
i do appreciate, really

so, life is still great with those obstacles
that make me grow stronger
still blissful with my family who take care of me lots
and with my dear who will never leave me alone

今天的心情

真是遭透了

唉。。

I

have been working for 6 months in my second job
when i looked back, it seems just a splint second

have been busy with the never-ending projects, tasks,
even the trivia
the failures and troubles, too

in de-motivated mode for few times
feel like to give up
but still struggling within

start believe especially when received a sms from a best friend 4 months ago:-
"No success without failure in work,
troubleshoot and overcoming issue are part of the job.
Challenges strengthen your mind, your attitude, your profession."

ya, at least i am able to develop a new pudding,
which i failed for so many many times

but today, i just feel that i am helpless
in those NEVER-ENDING stories..